หยุดรัก…เพื่อเริ่มรัก

You must know that I do not love and  I love you,
because everything alive has its two sides;
a word is one wing of the silence,
fire has its cold half.  I love you in order to begin to love you,
to start infinity againand never to stop loving you:
that’s why I do not love you yet. I love you, and I do not love you,
as if I heldkeys in my hand:
to a future of joy
- a wretched, muddled fate -  

My love has two lives,
in order to love you:
that’s why I love you when I do not love you,
and also why I love you when I do. 

p.neruda

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